I met my internet best friend this summer and I think that’s how she felt about me.
We had an okay time together but our friendship doesn’t feel the same anymore (in a bad way) and it’s 100% my fault because I was agressively insecure all the time. I was meeting someone from the internet for the very first time and it was also the very first time I left my country completely on my own.
However, that trip and meetup changed me a lot for the better. I feel like I matured a lot after that.
I hope she will forgive me and give me a second chance. I will also very much understand if she doesn’t.
It’s very possible that she felt nervous or something too.
She was nervous as well. The fact that I was nervous was not the problem, but the way I expressed it was. When I’m nervous/anxious I tend to take it out on others and basically try to drag others down with me and when she’s nervous she very much keeps it to herself.
I met my internet best friend this summer and I think that’s how she felt about me.
We had an okay time together but our friendship doesn’t feel the same anymore (in a bad way) and it’s 100% my fault because I was agressively insecure all the time. I was meeting someone from the internet for the very first time and it was also the very first time I left my country completely on my own.
However, that trip and meetup changed me a lot for the better. I feel like I matured a lot after that.
I hope she will forgive me and give me a second chance. I will also very much understand if she doesn’t.
Have you talked to her about how you feel?
No, I haven’t.
I know that I should but I’m having a hard time getting myself to talk about it.
Easiest way out which will still be helpful: send her the link to that comment of yours.
I was actually thinking about that.
I second you should send her that link.
It’s very possible that she felt nervous or something too.
I want to be in the comments as well. Good luck
Thank you :)
She was nervous as well. The fact that I was nervous was not the problem, but the way I expressed it was. When I’m nervous/anxious I tend to take it out on others and basically try to drag others down with me and when she’s nervous she very much keeps it to herself.