I hate waiting. For anything. Waiting in line. Waiting for the microwave to ding. Waiting on someone else to show up. Just knowing something is going to happen at a later time gives me anxiety and ruins my whole day until the thing I am waiting on is there/over. I don’t like making plans because I’ll just have anxiety the whole fucking time until the planned thing happens.
Had plans for tonight and when they told me they had to cancel, it was like finally surfacing out of water after running out of air. Even though I still wanna hang out and was kinda sad they cancelled.
I hate even waiting for the stores to open, then 10 mins before it’s worth getting ready to go I’m all antsy and then end up being the first person at the store. To be fair I wake up at 4am most of the time so not really early for me.
I hate waiting. For anything. Waiting in line. Waiting for the microwave to ding. Waiting on someone else to show up. Just knowing something is going to happen at a later time gives me anxiety and ruins my whole day until the thing I am waiting on is there/over. I don’t like making plans because I’ll just have anxiety the whole fucking time until the planned thing happens.
Had plans for tonight and when they told me they had to cancel, it was like finally surfacing out of water after running out of air. Even though I still wanna hang out and was kinda sad they cancelled.
I hate even waiting for the stores to open, then 10 mins before it’s worth getting ready to go I’m all antsy and then end up being the first person at the store. To be fair I wake up at 4am most of the time so not really early for me.